June 26th, 2005

Current Music: the transplants - diamonds and guns Time: 04:49 pm Current Mood: chipper

i just realized i still had this .... lol shweet ...

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May 3rd, 2005

Current Music: good charlote - we believe Subject: we believe Time: 06:59 pm Current Mood: anxious

we believe we believe we believe we believe thats pretty much it by the way MISS PAT ROCKS MY SOXS

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April 25th, 2005

Current Music: daniel bedingfield - wrap my words around you Subject: wrap my words around you ... Time: 07:22 pm Current Mood: aggravated

i was listening to this song driving and it made me think ... here are the lyrics and you know who this is for Is it fair to write a song to a woman? Is it fair play to try and win her heart? Is it right to bring her sonnets In the morning time? To express the first few Longings when they start To express the first few Longings when they start Is it right to let her feelings Rise to catch you? Is it OK when her heart begins to fall? Would you blame me if I Wrap my words around you girl? Would I wrong you To say anything at all? Would I wrong you To say anything at all? But if I wrap my words around you Wrap my words around you If I wrap my words around you Would you stay Would you stay, would you? Wrap my words around you Wrap my words around you If I wrap my words around you Would you stay Would it play with your heart? Am I a hunter if I send poems to please you? Am I a cad if I mean everything I say? Should I even let you know This song's about you girl Just because I want to see you smile today And my words may bind you To me much too tightly You may choke on them if we fall apart It's not fair to write a song to a woman Because a woman takes a song into her heart Because a woman takes a song into her heart So let me wrap my words around you Wrap my words around you Wrap my words around you Till you stay, till you stay, let me Wrap my words around you Wrap my words around you Darling, wrap my words around you Till you stay Would it play with your heart

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April 7th, 2005

Current Music: chevelle - send in the pain below Time: 07:49 pm

its been sometime since ive updated but now i am on a long break and there are no kids its pretty good ... but on the lesson note i have figured since the last time we talked that i have a list of things that i learned since my mom and dad came back ... 1. DTA 2. pick your fights wisely 3. love and hate 4. this is why concider more people acuantices then friends ... 5. yea.... she is a saint i am a sinner

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March 23rd, 2005

Current Music: breaking benjaman - sooner or later Subject: sooner or later your going to hate it Time: 07:28 pm Current Mood: annoyed

waking up today was soo damn refreshing because since my MOM And Dad are leaving tonight around midnight I HAVE the house to myself ... pretty much its going to be really nice for a week and an half well not sure how long my dad is going to be gone but its going to be really good ... MOMs going to see grandma dads going on business me working on label stuff hopefully trying to get a show going .... maybe with all of i might be able to get all this annoyed that i been having well.. theres 10 things tony garcia is annoyed with 1. easter 2. people 3. girls in particular (no offence) 4. my parents 5. college 6. work 7. jamster commerchals 8. UMM more people 9. and lack of sleep MAKES THE BODY GOOOOOOD 10. oh yea people telling me i need to get new clothes and go shoping ( mostly my mom and my boss) theres a bunch of more things but ... ILL KEEP IT TO MYSELF ;)

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March 20th, 2005

Current Music: shinedown-fly from the inside Time: 06:23 pm Current Mood: refreshed

last night i could not sleep what soo ever since i realized i have the tendensy of pissing off people .. not only that i made a jackass selfish statement last night .. i also hirt someones feelings i could not sleep so i drove all night and ended up in a diner sat there had coffee ... and this person came up to me this black dude old black man ... he said to me "hey you looked like you just got your hart broken" i replyed "nah i think i pissed off someone though but i am not sure why i did it i was pissed i guess " i trusted him and told him the whole story and suitation i was in and how confused i been for the past couple of weeks ... and he replyed to me "man just look at the signs" i was confused and ask "what signs" he said "there are signs everywhere and if you have not realized it your stupid" .. then he pated me on the back and said " Dont worry there around just pay attention " i looked and said "thanks MR " then today ... the signs have all came ... ITs FuCked UP

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March 17th, 2005

Current Music: rise agenst - we give it all Subject: we give it alll we got Time: 09:26 pm Current Mood: energetic

my classes were canceled and i had a short collage day so i thought i would get some shut eye .... then RING RING phone goes off its the one and only calling and i gave her a ride to school after i get more phone calls i hit the studio to work on some tracks and listen to the new stuff it works ... then i get to work i get some intresting mail.. then i am here realizeing that having a busy life is better then having a boring priceless

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March 15th, 2005

Current Music: Hate it or love it Time: 02:25 pm Current Mood: disappointed

I forgive I forgive you for doubting me i forgive you for wishing the worst upon me i forgive cause a man is not a man until he begins to take on god like ways i forgive but i will not forget .... thats all ... for you jesus ...

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March 13th, 2005

Current Music: 50 cent - this is 50 Subject: i really dont play that shit Time: 08:17 pm Current Mood: fuck you

really ... i been thinking Personal life + Business life = I will piss one person off

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March 8th, 2005

Current Music: the game feat 50 cent - hate it or love it (g-unit remix) Time: 05:49 pm Current Mood: mellow

you know listening to that one new 50 cent song hate it or love it ... it makes tony feel better not as much a pain ... makes me realize that i am stressing way too much ... what happened to mello tony ? i need a vaction ... problury

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Current Music: unwritten law - follow the leader Time: 03:26 pm Current Mood: annoyed

people the label my life my family my friends her sprint bill hockey what to eat is this going to happen again what the hell fucking jamster drama people pissing me off cussing me out bad talk about people trying to get a venue the name of my label should i tell the truth or lie i hate police i hate girls i hate people i hate everything annoyed once a gain have to take a shit listen to some music she calls you feel a little bit better you feel theres something wrong or your just paranoid she leaves she calls you back you talk you aruge about something completely stupid your mad shes mad your annoyed she seems annoyed you hang up she falls asleep you watch some sportcenter you play guitar write some music you fall asleep you wake up go to class see a 95 dollar cell phone bill you stress out some more you come home eat something play with the dog watch some tv work on some more label stuff people are dicks you make a choice she calls you still feel just in the converation there is something wrong your just paranoid but you are not sure she leaves you sit there pissed for some reason you go up stairs you talk to mom dad calls then you sit there you log on then you talk to an old friend then you sit there and write in your live journal that is my whole FUCKING life right here

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March 7th, 2005

Current Music: u2 - beautiful day Subject: she called with a warning , dont ever let life pass you by Time: 03:45 pm Current Mood: refreshed

i have had a lot on my mind ... mostly whats been happening well not as much at one thing but everything so i have had different feelings from mad to happy to weird to confused to i dont give a fuck .... and i was sitting outside with my dog and then i got the idea to go back to the old street hockey rink at ford woods so i got laced up the old skates and got my nike USA hockey stick out and my hockey golves got in my car and drove there ford woods street hockey rink was always the place back in the day for me to clear my head... as i got there i saw bad a looked everything broken and decayed it changed since the years when me and sharif made that our second home playing till the night lights turned off i put the hockey ball down on the cement and smacked it across the rink and skated as fast as i could by it just clearing my head for almost 4 hours non stop tired as hell and out of breath still i had this homely feeling to it being back to the place where it all begin its been almost 4 years past since i last went but to me the feeling i get when i go out there is always the same its my 2nd home .... but it was missing something .. but it made me think .. so i called up my friend of 6 years and talked to him because recently we were both pissed at each other.. we both forgot our roots there for a moment he said "respect knuckles"... i said "when respect kunckles dont work we should got back to our roots and solve our problems like we used to do 6 simple words " "LAY IT OUT ON THE CEMENT" ... oh yea

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March 5th, 2005

Current Music: shinedown - fly from inside Subject: got the weight of the world on my sholders .. Time: 08:31 pm Current Mood: determined

today normal day got my business with WITHOUT WARNING you know just getting to know them as a band it really made me understand them they are basiclly looking for the same drive as me ... looking for that big top and it is really cool its nice that i have a band that is on the same page as me and we are finally focused on everything .. it fucking rocks .. now its time for the work to start up .. its time to take a few risks and they gave me there word and i gave them mine and from learning from last night your word means much more then what you think it does .....

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Current Music: 50 cent - many men Time: 01:36 am

im trying to be what i am destened to be ... TrUsT ....

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March 4th, 2005

Current Music: 3 doors down - let me go Subject: crazy shizzit Time: 03:27 pm Current Mood: ummmm

well... stressful day annoyed day charter one bank ... but like shairf says RESPECT KNUCKLES and aint nothing but a good time tonight ...

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March 3rd, 2005

Current Music: shinedown - fly from inside Time: 02:22 pm Current Mood: annoyed

All i can say about today .... family and people FUCK IT

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March 1st, 2005

Current Music: 50 cent - hate it or leave it (g-unit Remix) Subject: hate it or love it Time: 09:54 pm Current Mood: alright

living a simple life rocks ... not even noticeing that i am on spring break in collage .. JUST AT UofM D and next week HFCC spring break so NOO work and watching her eat whip cream ... makes my day .. ;) or just seeing her... basiclly makes my day ... CoRnEy motley fucking crue havin good friends a up and coming company ... lovin life for what its all about

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February 28th, 2005

Time: 02:42 pm

oh yea i almost killed my self skateboarding NOTE when you take out the trash thats it ....

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Current Music: motley crue - if i die tommorow Subject: i got 3 words for ya ... I LOVE YOU FUCKERS - tommy lee Time: 02:33 pm Current Mood: content

after a friday of finally seeing my dream band live THANKS BEN i could die a happy person but you know what there is still a couple more things for me to do ... and there not that easy but like they say if it was easy it would not be fun ...

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February 23rd, 2005

Current Music: new found glory - hit or miss Subject: wake up wake up wake up cause i am tired of waiting Time: 07:46 pm Current Mood: "maybe"

i woke up this morning looked around the basement kinda trying to get my vision but i said to myself i just had this feeling its going to be an intresting day and then something poped in my head at work i have a new goal now ...

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